afraid of what I would see
if I peeked inside,
I became deaf and dumb
to the emotions that my heart cried out;
the day slowly slips by
bringing nothing to conclusion
bringing nothing new to light,
it slowly dragged on the inevitable;
with every step that I take,
my confidence grows even further
allowing me to take on everything
allowing me to acknowledge my emotions;
like a wild fire, that went out of control,
the madness around me morphed from a
child with no fears, into an adult
scared to accept what my hearts cries out;
it seems that I knew this forever,
lying within me, making it presence felt now and then,
like the seasons changing,
my mind changed what I once thought was forever;
time slipped so quickly,
and before I could take a breath,
I realized it’s now or never,
I realized how much I had lost;
shrouded by the safe haven I built around me,
I failed to acknowledge the beautiful sun shining outside,
I failed to notice the chirping of the birds,
I forgot to laugh and smile enjoying the things I like to do;
as each wave of emotions came in slowly,
under the bright light of the moon,
I stood here hypnotized by the glow of
what life still has to offer;
amidst the chaos of my soul,
one dim light still flickered on,
strong enough to prevent the
darkness engulfing my soul completely;
strong enough to keep the,
river of dreams flowing,
to keep dreaming of a wonderful,
beginning for you and me together;
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They say dreams are the windows of the soul–take a peek and you can see the inner workings, the nuts and bolts. – Henry Bromel
One must desire something to be alive. – Margaret Deland
The inability to open up to hope is what blocks trust, and blocked trust is the reason for blighted dreams. – Elizabeth Gilbert
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This poem was first written and published on Sept 14, 2008. It has been updated on Mar 05, 2021.
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3 comments
very nicely written. dreams are the windows to the soul.
beautiful!
living in dreams? is that what you mean?? good one
okay got it now.. amazing it is